Waiting
The past couple of weeks haven't been too good for Me. It has been one of those Murphy's law couple of weeks. The landlord in his vision to sell this building has paraded people, prospective buyers back and forth and forth and back for 4 days in a row. Most seemed unimpressed but you never know it just might be their "looking at houses" faces. Maybe trying not to look too interested in hopes of bidding lower then the asking price, which in my opinion is too high and I would probably be expressionless too if I was a serious potential buyer.
So, I opened the door more times then I could count, straighten up things I didn't think needed straightening, smiled and nodded to perfect strangers like I had everything to gain in any transaction regarding this place and discussed carpet more then I wanted to with my mom. Not too mention spraying more cans of scented sprays then I ever thought was humanely possible to make it smell wonderfully homey for all the noses that walked through here at the landlords request. A request that I later regretted accepting later as my eyes watered and I was in a never ending sneeze a thon.
I was litter ally sick and tired at the end of all of these showings. Plus I am waiting with stressed out baited breath to see if this place sells will I still have a place and time to find anew place which I have totally been unsuccessful at finding. People say it shouldn't be hard and those are the people who haven't looked for a place in a million years and are smugly paying 30 year mortgages off. The same people who wouldn't lift a finger to help anyone out anytime anywhere. So, in my humble or not so humble opinion these people don't need to say a word.
So, just in order to save a little piece of my mind and just to relax a bit I have been in what I call my "creative card mode" so for the past day and a half I have been making cards for my CFK, cards for kids group on Facebook, in memory of a little angel who passed away from cancer. I love doing this. I love the smiles when I am making the cards and the smiles on the kids faces when they receive the cards. If I could afford to I would make cards for all of them.
I really don't know the future, my crystal ball is broken, Lol, but I am hoping for the best, working towards the best and waiting.
So, I opened the door more times then I could count, straighten up things I didn't think needed straightening, smiled and nodded to perfect strangers like I had everything to gain in any transaction regarding this place and discussed carpet more then I wanted to with my mom. Not too mention spraying more cans of scented sprays then I ever thought was humanely possible to make it smell wonderfully homey for all the noses that walked through here at the landlords request. A request that I later regretted accepting later as my eyes watered and I was in a never ending sneeze a thon.
I was litter ally sick and tired at the end of all of these showings. Plus I am waiting with stressed out baited breath to see if this place sells will I still have a place and time to find anew place which I have totally been unsuccessful at finding. People say it shouldn't be hard and those are the people who haven't looked for a place in a million years and are smugly paying 30 year mortgages off. The same people who wouldn't lift a finger to help anyone out anytime anywhere. So, in my humble or not so humble opinion these people don't need to say a word.
So, just in order to save a little piece of my mind and just to relax a bit I have been in what I call my "creative card mode" so for the past day and a half I have been making cards for my CFK, cards for kids group on Facebook, in memory of a little angel who passed away from cancer. I love doing this. I love the smiles when I am making the cards and the smiles on the kids faces when they receive the cards. If I could afford to I would make cards for all of them.
I really don't know the future, my crystal ball is broken, Lol, but I am hoping for the best, working towards the best and waiting.
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